so broke up with the girlfriend today, feel like shit... i dont know what t do at the moment, and i know i'll pick my self up in a few , but im also a little indifferent to my own sadness, like a jaded man looking at his own life on the tv, i feel aweful and yet content with myself, like ive atleast grown enough to not care about being alone any more so ok and im self motivated again, but shit i lost a hot girlfriend that got me.. uggh the sadness it blows.